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the final week
I pass Oma's neighbor today in the stairwell. I didn't realize she ever left her apartment without medical transport, but there she was,...
Mar 215 min read
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Berlin, again
For months I didn’t feel like writing, but time always rebalances me, encourages me to check back in. I was convinced I’d lose all the...
Feb 226 min read
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29.01.25, 3:35 GMT+1
Oma inhales, now………and now………….and now………………….and now. Her eyes are all brown, pinpoint black irises. Slack eyelids toward the window:...
Jan 303 min read
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The final days, Berlin
In Berlin my last two weeks, I showed Austin the midnight trains, the potato place, the Spandau gym, the apartment that plagued me with...
Oct 8, 20234 min read
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The rest of Munich
Wednesday: We woke up to pouring rain, which made it a perfect day for visiting the Zeppelin museum; it's crazy how many...
Jul 10, 20238 min read
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Monday-Tuesday
Monday I decided I wanted to try to get into a doctor Monday morning (before Doug and I took our road trip outside of the main city)...
Jul 5, 20236 min read
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Weekend in Munich
The church bells I'll remember the most, the way they ring and ring in the morning and not on-beat, like you can really imagine someone...
Jul 2, 20236 min read
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Munich & what came before
The first full day of Munich, I'm writing now in short sentences just so I can get something down before all the weeks pass and months...
Jul 1, 202313 min read
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Lieber Opa,
Schöne Grüße an Mama. To the man who always made sure we were well-fed, well-traveled, and looked after even as he lay dying. If you need...
Jun 19, 20233 min read
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Dance, dance, dance
On Saturday morning, I recycled empty plastic bottles at Havelpark that I’d been collecting for weeks. They vibrated in Oma’s basket on...
May 31, 20238 min read
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BFF ♥
I have that kind of soul and body and mind restlessness where I keep erasing this first sentence because I want to start with a bang, to...
May 29, 202310 min read
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Quicknotes
I'm at the bus stop Waiting for five after nine For gym and best friend (Sara's getting me to think in haikus.) On Wednesday I visited...
May 19, 20233 min read
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The past ten days
le week-end passé And here again, so many days have passed. I’m standing outside on the train platform in the heavenly sun, wearing just...
May 12, 20238 min read
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Falkensee
I feel like it's been so long since I've blogged that I don't even know what to say, how to write, how to think. But it's only been a...
May 2, 202310 min read
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Into Dawn
On Friday night I sat for twenty minutes on what felt like a brand new, well-lit SBahn, texting Austin about all the faces and the...
Apr 22, 20235 min read
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Mitte
On Thursday l got a facial at a wonderful spa in the bustling Mitte district. I left an hour and a half early for the appointment and...
Apr 20, 20235 min read
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tanzen & the in-between
I spent Sunday at Oma's house, passing the time from one AirBnB to the next. For one of the first times since being here, her apartment...
Apr 18, 20236 min read
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These past days
It's gray and drizzly and I hear the street, the tires catching the rain. The tree branches are full of big water droplets that don't...
Apr 14, 20238 min read
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