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the final week
I pass Oma's neighbor today in the stairwell. I didn't realize she ever left her apartment without medical transport, but there she was,...
Mar 21, 20255 min read


Berlin, again
For months I didn’t feel like writing, but time always rebalances me, encourages me to check back in. I was convinced I’d lose all the...
Feb 22, 20256 min read


29.01.25, 3:35 GMT+1
Oma inhales, now………and now………….and now………………….and now. Her eyes are all brown, pinpoint black irises. Slack eyelids toward the window:...
Jan 30, 20253 min read


The final days, Berlin
In Berlin my last two weeks, I showed Austin the midnight trains, the potato place, the Spandau gym, the apartment that plagued me with...
Oct 8, 20234 min read


The rest of Munich
Wednesday: We woke up to pouring rain, which made it a perfect day for visiting the Zeppelin museum; it's crazy how many...
Jul 10, 20238 min read


Monday-Tuesday
Monday I decided I wanted to try to get into a doctor Monday morning (before Doug and I took our road trip outside of the main city)...
Jul 5, 20236 min read


Weekend in Munich
The church bells I'll remember the most, the way they ring and ring in the morning and not on-beat, like you can really imagine someone...
Jul 2, 20236 min read


Munich & what came before
The first full day of Munich, I'm writing now in short sentences just so I can get something down before all the weeks pass and months...
Jul 1, 202313 min read


Lieber Opa,
Schöne Grüße an Mama. To the man who always made sure we were well-fed, well-traveled, and looked after even as he lay dying. If you need...
Jun 19, 20233 min read


Dance, dance, dance
On Saturday morning, I recycled empty plastic bottles at Havelpark that I’d been collecting for weeks. They vibrated in Oma’s basket on...
May 31, 20238 min read


BFF ♥
I have that kind of soul and body and mind restlessness where I keep erasing this first sentence because I want to start with a bang, to...
May 29, 202310 min read


Quicknotes
I'm at the bus stop Waiting for five after nine For gym and best friend (Sara's getting me to think in haikus.) On Wednesday I visited...
May 19, 20233 min read


The past ten days
le week-end passé And here again, so many days have passed. I’m standing outside on the train platform in the heavenly sun, wearing just...
May 12, 20238 min read


Falkensee
I feel like it's been so long since I've blogged that I don't even know what to say, how to write, how to think. But it's only been a...
May 2, 202310 min read


Into Dawn
On Friday night I sat for twenty minutes on what felt like a brand new, well-lit SBahn, texting Austin about all the faces and the...
Apr 22, 20235 min read


Mitte
On Thursday l got a facial at a wonderful spa in the bustling Mitte district. I left an hour and a half early for the appointment and...
Apr 20, 20235 min read


tanzen & the in-between
I spent Sunday at Oma's house, passing the time from one AirBnB to the next. For one of the first times since being here, her apartment...
Apr 18, 20236 min read


These past days
It's gray and drizzly and I hear the street, the tires catching the rain. The tree branches are full of big water droplets that don't...
Apr 14, 20238 min read
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